Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Report Card Day
Tomorrow is report card day. /.\
Anyway, my parents and bro not going.
Cause they got no face to take my report card
and that day will be damn traffic jam.
They lazy help me take,
So that day I have to think a way to leave the school.
If not I have to stay until 1pm only go back home.
People can go back early, I can't.
Nevermind, I think I got ways to go out tomorrow.
And got good news tell you guys.
I now never everyday emo already. (Y)
After one year, I still can't put her down.
But my emotion getting better,
No more cut myself, no more emo,
No more suddenly cry in class, in public,
No more simply scold people with no reson.
I know she gone one year already,
few more day is 1year anniversary.
I miss her alot alot alot alot,
They way she smile. (:
No one know my feelings,
Its damn damn hurt when I lost her.
Very confuse sometime,
Im laughter and also a emo kid.
But I like to be laughter,
cause can make a people smile.
But in my heart sometime really sad,
but I have smile in front teachers and friend.
Cause I don't want let them know I'm weak,
I don't want my classmate say me act kesian.
I saw everyone can live with their mum peacefully,
but they don't somemore scold their mum.
If my mum alive,
I don't care how she scold me, whack me.
I will just shut the fuck up,
Let her scold me.
Even I sleeping,
I hope to see my mum inside the dream.
Once I dream her,
Its happier than get Rm10,000
%$#%$#%$ Enough.
Until here, I can't write anymore.
I scare my stupid tear can't control anymore.
Ciao.
6:13 AM
